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All My Husband Does Is Make Me Cry
Always every damn day and night without fail
Lets loose on me for no good reason
Lets me know his crap life is for sure all
My fault
Yearn many a hour for a divorce and the freedom he refuses to grant me
Hell he makes of my life and I can't even begin to
Understand why or how
Such a sweet man overnight became this devil before me
Barely two years wed and already the romance seems long dead
Nothing but endless sorrow and tears in sight
Drowning all my hopes for a good and happy life
Damned if I do and damned if I don't
One way or another something simply has to give here before I truely do lose my mind
Empty, almost empty now of all my past love for him
So lost and feeling so very alone
I feel as if all hope is so rapidly fading away
Struggling just to take another breath from one day to the next
Maybe it really is all my fault and I need to change
Anything to keep him from walking out that door forever
Kinda screwed up right now in heart, mind and soul
Eager so eager to make a change but not quite thinking clear
Mixed up and not sure in which direction I want my life to go
Eternal I seem to question always my own self worth
Can't go on like this forever I know
Reckless with my emotional health riding this up and down love roller coaster
You got any advice?
I'd love to hear from you if do
Thanks
Not all men are like that.
Not all men are like that.
Starwardist
Just from reading this, I can
Just from reading this, I can feel your suffering right now. Never believe you are at fault based solely on the actions of someone else. If you try to have a conversation in which you two discuss your feelings and end up leaving every time apologizing or feeling guilty of wanting to be honest and open, they are emotionally manipulating you.
The end is very hard to accept, but the two of you may need to be free.
My PM is open if you ever need to talk to someone.
Take care,
M