Still empty within

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Added in 2011

The sadness has entered my heart yet again,
I'm as tired and restless as I have ever been,
My eyes cannot take much more of this rain,
Nor my mind all these whispers that drive me insane.
Is it possible to be dead and alive all at once?
To see days and years yet not remember the months?
Could it be that I'm lost in the world in-between?
That the sole purpose of my life is to somehow lose me.
An aching now stirs from the depths of my soul,
I yearn for the freedom from these things that I know.
How come happiness is on a path I can't find?
Or is it here with me now but I'm jaded and blind?
I may never know, now that I am falling apart,
Its hard to slow this process once the doubting starts
In the darkness I quiver, I'm alone once again,
Still tired and restless.. still empty within.

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