Wasted moments plague the sanity of my mind,
I am not exactly sure why I ever even tried
This shadow of doubt hovers over me again
I try to shut it out but it just gets louder then
My mind is blackened with the ashes of the past
For only a moment it seemed I had peace at last
Your words came through like a knife in the dark
Finding the wound and re-piercing my heart
Did you not let me bleed long enough before?
Do you think somehow I need to hurt some more?
Why destroy my silence, my sanctuary in the dark?
Trust me the thought of you DOES ignite a spark
Not one of passion or love but of hate
Get back on your horse, im dead you're too late
The emptiness inside me seems to echo all my tears
All the memories flooding back from lies throughout the years
I still don't know what happened or even why
What thing that I did for you to leave me to die
How you left me in my choas in my distress all alone
When I needed you most you ran from the phone
After how many years of this love that you had?
After how many years that you wanted me bad?
My womb bares the scar of the life we both made,
The life that medicine didn't warrant a grave
While I bleed from the stitches you ran far away
You, the knight that promised to love and to stay
I gave up my world when I should have turned aside
I realize now you're not worth the tears that I've cried