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Wasted moments plague the sanity of my mind,

I am not exactly sure why I ever even tried

This shadow of doubt hovers over me again

I try to shut it out but it just gets louder then

My mind is blackened with the ashes of the past

For only a moment it seemed I had peace at last

Your words came through like a knife in the dark

 Finding the wound and re-piercing my heart

Did you not let me bleed long enough before?

Do you think somehow I need to hurt some more?

Why destroy my silence, my sanctuary in the dark?

Trust me the thought of you DOES ignite a spark

Not one of passion or love but of hate

Get back on your horse, im dead you're too late

The emptiness inside me seems to echo all my tears

All the memories flooding back from lies throughout the years

I still don't know what happened or even why

What thing that I did for you to leave me to die

How you left me in my choas in my distress all alone

When I needed you most you ran from the phone

After how many years of this love that you had?

After how many years that you wanted me bad?

My womb bares the scar of the life we both made,

The life that medicine didn't warrant a grave

While I bleed from the stitches you ran far away

You, the knight that promised to love and to stay

I gave up my world when I should have turned aside

I realize now you're not worth the tears that I've cried

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