I’m lost and confused here in this ocean of feeling
Spinning around in the waves of emotion, once again bleeding
Breathing alone is painful as I regain my composure within
In the break for freedom I see your face and it begins again
The chaos of tears fall and the night drags on in silent brokenness
Ghosts wonder in and out of my soul reminding me of this empty mess
Darkness surrounds me as I try and reach out for nothing it seems
Memories like avalanches storm through my mind destroying my dreams
I am so confused but this monsoon does not care it keeps rushing in
It’s smothering waves of devastation break down doors all over again
I can’t help but run from you it’s the only defense I have left
I have tried to work it out inside but the words leave me inept
I locked out all of the memories and the feelings but there back
I am not sure what I am suppose to do now I’m so off track
In the quiet I find no solace only more noise and confusion
When will I wake up, will I ever be free from this illusion?