I grew up a very lonely child,
My bruises were my friends,
The torture there consumed me,
And I had to make it end.
I parent-swapped at 12 years old,
Hoping for some light,
Instead I found it darkening,
As I fought for my life,
I walked away at 18,
Pain still steaming in my soul,
And here I stand now 21,
I've learned to let it go,
Sometimes I feel weak and tired,
Yet I know that I am strong,
And in the silence of the night,
It's their love for which I long,
Even though they caused my pain,
And left me with my fear
I love them unconditionally,
Even after all the tears.