The day lingers on what a pitiful waste,
But I hold back tears, for my makeup, just in case
Its not like you'll show up, I know your not there,
And even when you were you still didn't care,
Still breaking my back just to pay my bills,
While the phyche Doc drowns me with more pointless pills
There's nothing wrong with me just the stupidity of man,
Laying out my heart so it can be trappled again,
You'd think that I loved you with all the tears Ive cried,
But there can't be any love with all the hatred inside
I don't wish you to die, because then you'd be set,
But I wish for you life, full of pain and regret