Even though I smile today,
I just want to run away,
I'm blank inside just like the dead,
There's so much screaming in my head,
This world swirls like a storm,
They locked me up here in this dorm,
I feel like just giving up,
But never really had the luck,
I know it's not the best for me,
But the rest of you if you could see,
It's just not easy living this way,
With a daily burden I must pay,
And though I may not ever know,
The reason why I hurt so,
I keep on living day to day,
Praying "God take me away"
So as I lay me down tonight,
And still tomorrow I must fight,
I ask forgiveness for these things,
And beg there's mercy left for me.