Its been a couple day's now,
Holding this all in,
It's pulling at these chains now,
I need to just give in,
I can't seem to handle this,
It's driving me insain,
I wish for one more second,
That you'd just call out my name,
I know I need to tell you,
I don't know what to do,
I've looked for all the answers,
But, all I found was you,
She said she went and told you,
It really pissed me off,
But, she's just tring to help me,
Cuz she knows your all I want,
I know I need to do it,
Somebody tell me how,
Why'd she have to rush this shit,
What do I do now,
You tell me just to tell you,
You say that its all fine,
I try to but I see you,
Then I look into your eyes,
The words get all scrambled,
I feel like an ass,
I tell myself it's okay,
this feeling, it will pass,
then this painful knot,
It builds up in my throat,
I wanna go and find something,
That i can grab and choke,
I feel just like a baby,
Just like a stupid kid,
But no matter what i do now,
I can't hold this shit in,
It burns within my soul now,
It's breaking me apart,
I feel like the tin man,
Searching for my untouched heart,
Consumed by all my anger,
This pain confined inside,
Things would all be better,
If I could just die.