I try to fight myself, every single day
I always have to remind my heart that the brain is above me
So, the brain is supposed to prevail in whatever way
But, it’s hard to fight back if yourself is the enemy.
I try to tell myself, every chance I get
I always tell myself, good should always persist
But, the bad ones many times insist
That in my life they would like to exist.
I could not figure it out
Why it’s so hard to teach the heart
When I may not be dumb
To learn anything under the sun
Teaching one’s self to defend
Against the negative forces
Is definitely for me a torture
To achieve this is not an easy process.
For I strongly believe that the hardest battle
Is the battle inside each of us.
To teach the heart to follow the mind
And to keep that discipline all the time.