Dear Ana,
I'm destitute;
Empty inside.
My demons are out to get me.
And I have no where to hide.
Being eaten alive,
I'm just dying to be thin.
I'm fifty pounds lighter,
Is that a sin?
Fasting brings you closer to God.
My name is Jesus and I'm a fraud.
I want what I want.
I want to be hot.
I hate what I've got.
I'll throw it all away.
I simply can't eat today.
"I wasn't hungry anyway."
And you can have my hair.
I don't fucking care,
That my hands are always cold.
These bones are my gold,
When they show through the skin.
I'm entranced with you Ana.
Is that a sin?