Dreary
during this new year thing
wishing
that I could just fade away
because I'm expected
to make resolutions
I'll never keep
I'll just pretend I'm okay
ring in that new year
and smile
while other folks cheer
banging pots in the streets
while the fireworks crash
as I pull up the blankets
and wait for the end
maybe in a few weeks
I'll remember my happiness
but from this realisation
I don't like this day
New
but never unique or refining
I wish that new year
would never come again