Inept at dealing with these situations
failing to win over my self-deprivations
I'll walk away, in hopes to understand myself
My needs and desires better left on the shelf
A victim of a vicious circumstance
If I stand on high, should I take that chance?
Issues arise of which I can't comprehend
I look upon a life, my life I need to mend
The darkness falls as I wonder my worth
Regretting my past, despising my birth
Losing myself in the moon, just to stay awake
Cursing the stupidity of the actions I take
Reflecting on mistakes, things better left unsaid
Trying to make sense of the thoughts in my head
I'll say goodbye to everything I have ever had
just to get away from a life that has made me sad
I'll plan the perfect getaway, another sweet escape
Fade into the night, raise the hood of my cape
And disappear for a while, aiming to find release
Say goodbye to me, my friend, we'll both find our peace.