Feeling rejected
my heartache detected
I shy away from the hate
in this empty state
just a shell of deception
I have no recollection
of any thought past or present
these feelings were not meant
not meant for my vessel
with these emotions I'll wrestle
and the tears keep on flowing
my eyes are not glowing
as black as my heart sinks
bitterness my soul drinks
as I look on in sorrow
and pray for tomorrow
As I'm not accepted
tossed and dejected
through the empty window
watching the moon low
and the light shines across me
but I still cannot see
caught up in my self hatred
on glass shards, I will tread
Until I shed my last tear
and watch on within fear
at the beauty surrounding
reality comes pounding
I could never be the beauty
that they claim that they see
through rose colored glass
a soul without mass
for I die without thought
another lesson been taught
but I cannot listen
I've lost my mission
a lone girl awaiting fate
coming, but comes too late...