Reach through this fucking computer screen
grab me by the collar,
shake me,
break me,
I'll pretend it was a dream
Just ignore the truths
And focus on the lies
Another wish
Another want
Yet more tears from these eyes
Just reach on up,
reach on through
tug at my very soul
You know I've already
lost control
You'll keep on pulling at me
drive me to extreme
Insanity and deprivations
yet another endless fucked up dream
Just reach through the screen
Maybe it'll be easier to see
that I'm waiting
and breaking
why would you want me?
This shivering wreck
that waits at this space
long to see this face
that sheds the tears
and the blood of the fight
you'll see me tonight
reaching to the screen
then pulling away
I can't watch
I can't see
I'm dying again.