Another gothic dream I have dreamt
another sleepless night has been spent
through tossing and turning, thoughts of black
and images thrown upon my minds track
beaten and bloody, worn and whipped
fallen and bruised, I tumbled and slipped
in a barrage of blues and purples of fury
I searched for the passion, I hunted the glory
but met with spires and arches of hate
I opened my eyes before too late
just to see that my nightmare was the sad truth
I just needed to see it, I needed that proof
another lone soul, depressed and deprived
in a room of darkness, left there to hide
from the venom of life, that bitter sweet dread
I fall back to sleep, in my hellish bed
I don't know when to wake, my dreams can't compare
to the hurt in my life, the pain that's left there
so I'll endure the menace spun forth in my brain
but I'd rather live thoughts than my life again.