I can either make or break him
Take him in and his love within
Above the times of hate and sorrow
I cannot wait until tomorrow
I crumble and tumble at the thoughts
Mumble words so carelessly bought
Find a courage to stand here strong
Understand that I don't belong
I can bail and fail within the minute
Hail the silence and all that is in it
A chance to make us whole again
Control I lack, I feel the pain
I can heal and seal him in these arms
Real are the feelings, caught by his charms
Taking the risk and sealing the fate
Revealing who I really am too late
I am weak and meek, and often raw
Seek a new answer, a whole new law
Something more for this dying soul
Crying now as I know my role
I am not a rock or stock to his needs
Block, am I, to all of his seeds
I can't let him flourish or be free
I can just cherish him as part of me.