Not good enough

I can either make or break him

Take him in and his love within

Above the times of hate and sorrow

I cannot wait until tomorrow



I crumble and tumble at the thoughts

Mumble words so carelessly bought

Find a courage to stand here strong

Understand that I don't belong



I can bail and fail within the minute

Hail the silence and all that is in it

A chance to make us whole again

Control I lack, I feel the pain



I can heal and seal him in these arms

Real are the feelings, caught by his charms

Taking the risk and sealing the fate

Revealing who I really am too late



I am weak and meek, and often raw

Seek a new answer, a whole new law

Something more for this dying soul

Crying now as I know my role



I am not a rock or stock to his needs

Block, am I, to all of his seeds

I can't let him flourish or be free

I can just cherish him as part of me.

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