If I'm a Tony s
(anthony)
Then who are you
I get the answer like sun too bright cold morning air
"the therpaist"
( not even the Russian, )
you're the therapist
& if im part of a harem for you
which one am I
I want to be the therapist
might be the Russian
maybe to be part of each is what
we're both aiming for to reach
know neither of us is a Carm
not banging a preist
but we could go out for some chicken parm
if I was really tony s
youd be in my harem
I ask myself which one you'd be
get the answer popping up from my gut
like it escape it's cinder block- shoes
broke the surface out from the sea
"hes the therapist"
even though he should be the russian
which one am I
what if I'm only the Russian mistress
but for you I always want &
hope to be the therapist
guess could be part of each
Know neither of us is a Carmela
not loving a preist
my Dad always made us his ziti with the mozzarella
at work last night could be missing you
customers need help & everything go to my mind
I read the self checkout screen
you got the mozzarella; but we missed the riggatte
young man comes in looking like Anthony jr
(from the screen not my brother )
he needs garlic spread I help him find
another things keep happening like I need
any thing to remind
nobody knows
nobody is The Nose
only gets me so cuz he reminds me of you
but yours' the one I need to see
rage flashes as i crash out
spiral as we say , wish I was wound up instead
but this obsessive downward thing in my mind
must've seen her specter, from Jersey in my head
1 million times
(is a million reasons)
seen the ex/ f-buddy about 1 thousandd
& girls on the yacht only a hundred this time
& how many friends did I smile on
while you were gone
Are we goldfish or salmon
I don't want to be a salmon alone
youre the one who really gets me/
maybe all those months ago
(They call me DiCaprio
I get burned by these same fires )
maybe all those months ago/
I knew against reason what that gaze was all about
I just really knew the first time our eyes met
my little heart desires
a reaction so instinctual, near-devout
Maybe all those months ago
i just knew , insurmountable
I was going to have to Belicheck-you-out