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Sacred Scared Nervous Nelly
Wanting you and feeling so foolish because I want to be a beacon to your mind the way you are to me
I can't ever go back to the way I was or it was before I knew you
you changed me on a molecular level and I never asked for anyone to
Wanting you so foolish like me
wanting you so foolish even as you tell me youre already missing me too
each morsel you leave each puzzle near perfect fit
I take each one and I look at the puzzle and I figure and realize that each kind thing could only be damage control could only be said out of sadness or guilt or a desire to dissuade me
always looking for the end
ever since the begiining I could see an end
but not sure that is really our end
maybe could jsit fade into friends
but why can't I BE it in the meantime
all the clues you've given and I only think I am imagining; but then you shut down so sudden and I tell myself this is is the end because it might hurt more to not be prepared and really whyi can't be true with you
Is because I am scared
