Those eyes

Those eyes 

the ones that looked hopeful and sad when asked me if I was married 

 

the ones that looked wounded and gaurded when I told them those hands  to back off 

 

whhe I said the signals were misread 

 

even though they weren't 

 

the ones that looked so hopeful happy surprised when I said I was going on break the same time as you

 

 

 

those big deep warm brown eyes

they seem they can't really lie

 the same that carry that warm spark

or bounice it back

to me when we run into each other out in open world 

 

but when I look deep into them like some solemn  pool in the dark

i almost  can only see my own reflected back at me ;; and the value that should be in them ,, I can't quite read can't quite take it at its value 

but still so very solemn and sweet

 

tragic almost we are

as knowing how this thing is real this beast that has us swallowed up together

at once knowing how much of it can ,could /never be /

it's a tragic feeling joy this treasure we share

we take it out to play 

play so often 

what if we break it

or wear out the disc 

 

solemn silly tragic and sweet

such a singular

such a visceral

primal instinctual 

primitive 

frenetic 

 

Us , such a tragic , lucid beast

 

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