Smell like smoke feel like rain

it smelled like smoke and feels like Rain

 

you smell like smoke your big glass bong on your night table 

and campfire pit near the woods with your friends 

 

feel like rain because your wash away all the things I've been hiding behind 

feel like rain soothe to the souls even as you smolder in my eyes 

 

 

what are you trying to say

 

what are you trying to Be

smells  like smoke , is danger 

and a warning 

or comfort and a warming

like smoke you are a danger and a warning 

feels like rain

a cleansing 

a restart 

a sustenance , cyclical, timing 

 

 (Edit. Might not keep You are a blaze

you are ablaze in my heart 

much as I try to hide

 

what happened to me when I woke from this daze)

 

ive held it back for so long 

to pretend that tehre is a wall

a strentgh that is in me only feigned 

 

there was that night you were farther away and wanting to be close to me 

 

there was that night that I felt it , gaining

on me the fear that you might be all consuming but you were starting to fiend 

 

the worseonly thing from us from this than you being gone was you wanting to possess wanting to stay starting to seep through your mind and starting to find your heart give it a stain

 

there was that one night when you were father away 

and when outside it Looks like smoke and feels like rain 

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