it smelled like smoke and feels like Rain
you smell like smoke your big glass bong on your night table
and campfire pit near the woods with your friends
feel like rain because your wash away all the things I've been hiding behind
feel like rain soothe to the souls even as you smolder in my eyes
what are you trying to say
what are you trying to Be
smells like smoke , is danger
and a warning
or comfort and a warming
like smoke you are a danger and a warning
feels like rain
a cleansing
a restart
a sustenance , cyclical, timing
(Edit. Might not keep You are a blaze
you are ablaze in my heart
much as I try to hide
what happened to me when I woke from this daze)
ive held it back for so long
to pretend that tehre is a wall
a strentgh that is in me only feigned
there was that night you were farther away and wanting to be close to me
there was that night that I felt it , gaining
on me the fear that you might be all consuming but you were starting to fiend
the worseonly thing from us from this than you being gone was you wanting to possess wanting to stay starting to seep through your mind and starting to find your heart give it a stain
there was that one night when you were father away
and when outside it Looks like smoke and feels like rain