twice and i still don't get it
the stuff is wearing off now
what a clever way to make myself forget
i couldn't even picture your face clearly
without my mind throwing up a blockade
a blurry wall of denial
but now i can see the battle in my head
things about you i used to hate
i would welcome right now
i don't know why i gave up
i wish you would just answer
so my mouth can spill over with water and blood
and electrocute you
maybe you'd understand then
because i don't
i keep forgetting i'm not the victim
i'm the offender