no i won't let you drift away like the leaves in the fall. there were too many crazy summer afternoons and suicidal nights to let it go. i don't mean to be selfish but who was there when you had no hope in others' eyes, when you told me lies to keep me safe from yourself... i know i could be better, i'm few and far in between when it comes to visits. but you mean so much to me, so please tell me i still mean something to you. 29 calls with no answer and i keep trying.
you hate yourself but all i see is a white angel with scars on her wings.