i hate this
i hate every second
i hate your way of looking at me as if i'm not a real person
i hate the way you never acknowledge me when i'm around
i hate the way you act like you don't even know me
i hate keeping my mouth shut
i hate your silence
i hate your ignorance
i hate the impatience
i hate this misunderstanding
i hate it that i tell you how i feel and you don't care
i hate that you never ask how i'm doing
and i hate the fact that i love you, most of all.