i can't fall into this again
i can't give myself helplessly
to the never-ending cycle that has begun
can i ever learn to let go
or say no
am i weak
if i believe in myself
then i have to pay for it in the end
i don't know what i am
or why i am
most undeserving of him is all i know
to be the truth.
he deserves an angel
an equal to himself
but can't he see me
can't he see right through to me