once i thought i was good inside.
how my eyes are bared to reality
look at me
shallow, vain, just like everyone.
i could never take what i got
why is it that i'm like that
been given the best
i tossed it as average
still only pursue hell in perfection
don't love me i don't deserve you
you are beautiful inside
while i just rot.
am i a materialistic shallow whore like them
now i've seen the "them" in me