Heartaches left me scarred
The past is never too far
Hiding my feelings only twist them about
As they try to force their way out
Swing from mood to mood with much commotion
I have an alarming lack of control over my emotions
Keep my eyes open for what seems amiss
Stop looking for what doesn't exist
Won't put my feelings on parade
Too often have I been betrayed
My heart ultimately accepts
What intuition initially rejects
Find patience so I might
Hold out for something right
Rather then right now
More wrong if I allow
Variety isn't always the spice
I've gone back to familiar more then twice
Much to easy to embrace
But oh the time I waste
Habits are hard to break
You're the worst kind to shake
Broken links from less then satisfaction
My restlessness could start a chain reaction
At some point I can't take anymore
So I keep one hand on the door
I hope for some kind of connection
What I got was entirely unexpected
As sure as everything I've done wrong
Somewhere I find strength to stay strong
As sure as the trust that's been taken
Still I endure remain just a bit shaken
As sure as the confidence I'll get back
Just as sure as you'll never take that