Not feeling strong
Don't know where I belong
Take advantage of solitude
Get right with my attitude
Know the limits and recognize the line
Between what you should and shouldn't try
Won't say what I think
But I'm pushed to the brink
My mistakes will echo in eternity
Like karma
Don't look forward to my destiny
Its forever
Insomnia I'm tired as hell but can't sleep
Nightmares of killers in my dreams they creep
You can't enter my mental, my thoughts are just too deep
Sleepwalk and likely to be jolted awake
Reacurring nightmare I can't seem to shake
Suffocating in a room full of air
Screaming inside like silent prayer
My insecurities are overwhelming
At times I can't deal theres no telling
When I'll give up and say I've had enough
Like a rush of hot lava welling up
Stresses extend beyond my endurance
Patience pushed over limits I can stand
Sink into a state of despair
Disappear and no one cares