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Plotting my own death/About taking my own breath/I could feel the very second when my spirit died/Those who I loved bath in tears they cried/For me when overwhelming emotion collide/Go out in what I though to be a blaze of glory/Nobody knows me and I won't make history/Just one of pull of the trigger could end it so quickly/Too proud to take the cowards route/Hit after hit until I blackout/These drugs/Run through my blood/As I start to slip away/My only thought is how you betrayed/All the trust I put into you/And what little hope I would cling to/That someday you would change your deceitful ways/With all your unkept promises nothing ceases to amaze



Took away my life and let me live

Make me suffer since you can't forgive

What have I done that's so wrong

Other then remain where I don't belong



My body goes numb/No pain is felt my time to go has come/Quietly my soul leaves me/I watch over to see who grieves me/Only those who looked at me in respect/Thought I was a step away from being perfect/Admired who I was/Saw beyond the flaws/But I would look in the mirror at a reflection of me/Why didn't I see what they would see/So much undeniable talent gone to waste/Like all the dark lines I wrote were suddenly erased/But thats not the case/Everything I left behind will still be here/Every word I spoke was sincere/I was misunderstood but now its clear/I had something to prove/And nothing at all to lose



For every minute I draw a breath/I get closer to my final rest/Add a D to evil and thats who I'm about to meet/I have no fear as He steals my last heartbeat/This cross on the back of my neck is the only cross I bear/(Lord can you hear me)/He can't hear me I'm just another loss I swear/(I love it when they fear me)/As I meet my maker/My bodies laid to rest on Gods acre/My soul becomes His/No more questioning of what is/Cause now I know our purpose