I have these visions
Like daydreams, but darker
And watch my mind wander
Into realms of fear and uncertainty
It's epistemology, right?
Whatever hurts is true
So I see visions of these things
That I can barely stand to look at
And they hurt,
So they must be true
They are visions of violence and running
Visions of embarrassment and hurt
And they're so hard to question
It's so hard to look at them and say,
"Oh, no, this isn't true."
How could I possibly risk dismissing them
When they might be prophecies?
And it would mean the end, my end
If even one followed through
So I safeguard myself
With this fear from my head
I cannot stop believing them
I find solace in the dread