There are things which I have long loved in the bottom of my heart
Where true love and enjoyment live unencumbered by the weight of being alive
I find myself exploring these corners of myself,
It is like digging through an old box of memorabilia and pulling out a cherished trinket
Yet sometimes I find darkness
Tucked away with padlocks and chains
And a sharpied note advising against curious eyes
Would that I could let them disappear
But I have not discovered how yet
I leave them alone for now
Yet I promise myself
That these, too,
Are parts of me that are not all bad
And they remain separate
From the joy of being alive