Part I: Inserted City
There are possible devils there,
Hanging on the grass,
Playing harps of heavy cries,
Sulking in shadows everywhere,
Yeah, there are devils here,
Pin-holed and locked away for good,
I connect the dots with burnt matchsticks,
Watching the imps with limp indifference,
Yet making copious notes in tearproof books,
Yeah, I got the glorious goods,
And even though this is stored in some cubby-hole,
Parallel dimensions on gridlike checkers,
Blueprinted on my present existences,
I feel my body is down in bread-dough,
My mind puty in a closet-hall-drawer.
Part II: CtrlAltDelete
My all your thoughts and feelings on
these things be with you and give you
strength in times of worry and desol
ation at the thoughts and feelings of
being alone all the time because maybe
it's okay to be alone is it okay to be
alone and without that four letter wor
d maybe maybe not moreso and to the po
int I'd like to take this opportunity
to thank God and my Family for all the
thoughts and feelings of gratitude and
thanks true thanks for being here or p
retending to feel a deep sense of belo
nging in the midst of all the pain and
loss and crying and deprivation and co
ntinuing continually counting down cou
nting down the minutes until you cant
count anymore and oh my where am I goi
ng with this oh my I've probably said
too much or not enough of what's impor
tant or maybe I should explain what th
is constant pain and suffering is or w
hat it's like to stay up all night alo
ne watching your own shadow talk to it
self or lost in a hole at the bottom o
f a mine shaft with the numbered beast
glowing bright with blood or taking a
snapshot of time with your eyes or wat
ching a mushroom cloud blossom before y
our very body or seeing all the colors
of the rainbow with the third eye and
many more besides or how about time I
learned to read the shorelines for tho
ughts and feelings and thoughts and fe
elings and, oh fuck it.
Part III: The Best Shade of Yellow
God can speak to me, but it's not really speaking,
He needles me with my own emotions, mumbles really,
Sometimes it's more a feeling, than a thought,
Patchy kind of thing, like on a cordless from space,
Y'know come to think, maybe, yeah, pretty sure, it's Satan.
Epilogue: the answer is Peaches, Peaches everyone, ooooh kay I know I know, okay, next one....