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The emptiness inside me grows day by day,
The private place inside my head,
Looking at your smile,
Watching your eyes,
Suddenly inside doesnt feel so barren and cold any more,
Waiting there day and night,
But youre only a fantasy,
No matter how much I want,
You will never be mine,
Nor I ever yours,
The pain of this tears at my heart,
Soul pulling at its chains,
You confuse me in a way ive never known,
No matter what I do,
Youre still just my fantasy,
Every breath I take,
Every wish I make,
Still youre not here,
I could stare for hours into your eyes,
Lost in paradise, in fantasy,
Holding you close,
Kissing your soft lips,
Hands holding me tight,
Beginning to confuse reality and fantasy,
Cant begin to say what I feel,
No words come close,
I want you so badly,
Am I searching for the impossible?
Could you ever be real?

I cry the tears of tragedy,
A sudden pain inside,
My fantasy has gone,
Reality shows its true face,
Ive wanted this so much,
I couldnt bear the pain any longer,
If I cant make you mine,
I can make reality change,
The brushed silver slides gently into ivory,
Caressing it with every movement,
Ivory splits open,
Deep pink underneath,
Then the crimson flows,
Kissing the ivory gently,
Flowing freely like a river,
Metallic smell in the air,
Its intoxicating,
Its like a drug,
The forbidden romance between silver, ivory and crimson,
Finally the passion is there again,
The freedom from the pain inside,
In an instant,
The spark is back,
The fire inside flashes white hot,
I feel like ive dreamed this to life.

I wonder if its possible to love a fantasy.