Pushing it all behind me,
Trying to forget,
But somehow always,
I remember.
These things I fear,
And things I hide,
Wishing they never happened,
Always regretting them.
I bleed inside,
I bleed outside,
Never heal inside,
Always heal outside.
Memories I wish I didn’t have,
Memories I wish were real,
Thinking of the things ive lost,
Wishing they were here.
I hide away inside,
Breaking away from reality,
Hiding away, feeling safe,
Outside im vulnerable.
These scars I have will fade,
This pain I feel will remain fresh,
Always hurting, never letting go,
Im slowly slipping away.
I fear ill never breakout,
If I stay too long inside,
All ill be is an empty shell,
Locked inside my head.