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Id rather be all alone,

Dont wanna be surrounded,

Feels like Im suffocating,

Walking on hot coals,

Or broken shards of glass,

Then its all gone.



I never went up,

I just fell,

Down and down,

Its easier to run,

Replace my pain with something else,

Taken away from me,

Something from inside me,

Facing my pain all alone,

Feels like Im in darkness.



Helplessness is inside,

I feel so much shame,

But its easier than change,

Everyone can see these scars,

I dont care,

You can keep your comments,

Remember Im probably all you have.



People say time will tell,

I doubt that it will,

My memories return,

My hate and fear are a part of me,

Nothing ever goes away its always there,

Lost inside these thoughts forever.



I dont want to have to choose,

I know that Ill lose,

I want to break my habit,

But I have no options left,

Ill never be alright,

Im the one at fault,

Ill show you what I mean,

Ill make you see with clarity,

Just how I feel.



Not knowing who to trust,

Throwing it all away,

Happy thoughts feel so far from me,

Take everything from in me,

Sort the happiness from the lies.



Ignoring the cuts,

Unforgiven for ignoring,

Everythings crystal clear,

No one wants to know,

People just like you,

Calling out so clearly,

But no one ever hears.



Everything seems so numb,

Lost from the surface,

Under so much pressure,

I cant feel anyone there,

Im nothing you thought Id be,

Everything is just another mistake,

Ill fail at everything,

Just like you,

Im more aware youre suffocating me,

Tired of being like this,

I wont give you what you want,

For me to be like you.