Things go so wrong sometimes,
Cutting up my wrists and arms,
I can't wait until it's over,
The sun has gone from my world.
The fear never ending in me,
When will he strike next?
I hurt myself to get at you,
It only fuels you, always hurting me.
You want to be released,
So you punish me, hurt me,
I've done nothing to you, why me?
Your wounds on me permanently open.
I've felt this way before, insecure,
Confusing my world with yours,
I wish that I could run away,
Just shut you out.
Lost, stuck between two realities,
Defenceless to your powers now,
Looking for a way out,
But never finding it, I'm trapped.
A prisoner in my own head,
Completely at your mercy,
Is there a way out?
Or am I imprisoned forever?
A shining knife, a bleeding wrist,
A dull red patch on the floor,
I don't want this, I want freedom,
I want out, not with you, alone,
I don't want to be trapped forever.