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ABUSIVE TENDANCIES
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Depression Just because I don't have blonde hair and blue eyes,
You favour them because they do, selfish,
I guess i'm the black sheep of this family,
How I hate you and them, I just want my mum!
Why is it that you favoour them over me?
I'm blamed for everything, it's hardly ever me!
You hit me, push me around, i'm only human,
Never believe a word I say,
It hurts you know, each punch, kick, hit,
Bruising black, blue and purple, lies to cover my marks.
Slammed against my door or a wall, I cry,
You won't be happy 'till i'm dead or dying!
Hitting my face, splitting my lip so red blood pours,
Bruising on my arms and legs, i'm in so much pain.
Saying I fell down the stairs or got in a fight,
They have stopped believing it now, they know the truth.
I want to be taken away, to a sanctuary, a haven,
Away from pain and abuse, hurt and torture, away from hell,
My life a misery and depression, I hate it,
Wanting to be happy and to enjoy it, not fear it.
Constantly shaking with fear from abuse,
Eyes crying tears of pain, sorrow and hurt, perpetually,
Limbs and body parts abused and sore, forever bruised,
I know you think it's a lie, but i'm telling it like it is, the truth!
Wow...That's all I can think of at the moment. Can't believe you've been put through all that. Poor hun!
Hopefully it doesn't carry on, cos it's just so wrong and nasty.
Kudos for being able to write it down and actually submit it, I don't think I could do the same without twisting the scenario so it looks like it's somebody else who had been through all the pain.