Im sitting here
my friends are out
too pissed to talk
too pissed to shout
i grind my teeth
digging nails in deep
throwing things
love is cheap
nothing to do
should be out
with my friends
without a doubt
rude on my part
from what i said
wont take it back
rather be dead
like a prison
locked in site
boring time
wasted night
yelling stopped
i sit and stare
want to be anywhere
just not here