i broke up with my boyfriend i wish it could of last
but hes stuck inside my mind and i cant put him past
i think i hurt my mother cuz she told me to move out
but God im only sixteen and i need to be heard out
i gave up smoking weed and havent drank in two months
and thats good for me, you know, i pull the stupid kind of stunts
i dont have friends no more and noone to confide
theres not a single place in this world where i can run and hide
and it seems your never listening so what do you expect?
i dont know what to do, what would be the next step?
God it would take a miricle to undo what i've done
But you dont do those much anymore, since you killed your son
and im trying to stay patient but im like a clock
i tick and tick and count the time yet batteries eventually stop
this time im counting on you cuz i aint got the strenght
help me to get back up and be everything i aint
im trusting you its your choice im giving all i got
but Lord please help me not to go back to everything your not
wonderful
i am so
very gald
that u wrote
this poem .
My dear Crystal,
I want to let you know that I am praying for you and even though God may feel distant, His love has never left you. If you ever need to talk to anyone, I promise to always be here. Please come talk with me, I offer you my friendship and to be the friends of Proverbs 18:24. God loves you and so do I.
In Christ,
Adam