Swimming

Why do I long to cut?

Why don't I want to play?

to run? to sing? to dance?



I have no desire for anything

but to bleed.

The calming red.



The punishing cut,

the memories erased,

the focus fully on the act.



Not a sea of red

just a stream.

I do not wish to drown,

just swim.



Why is it so easy to hide?

Do I wish to be caught?

There is no harm done,

only therapy.



If it feels so good,

there is no reason to quit.

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