You never had a "Secret"

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Ashes to Ashes

So I heard from the GrapeVine



About the timed you Dined



with the possibility



of commiting infidility



and I stood Quite



maybe out of spite



to see how long you would last



without putting this on blast



and you didn't say anything



while you talked your little swing



I knew all along like everything in life



I just held back the strife



It's just my closed off ways



that let me watch you set it all ablaze



So you began your blaming games



as if I was the one causing the flames



Through it all, I've remained nothing but loyal



Sometimes to my regret, o my little miss royal



You wonder why I stand alone



and try to postpone



when I see your face I remember how you looked at me



as if I were from Tennessee



because I suggested it wasn't my fault



when you began your assault



on my heart without any remorse



for the fact you were the source



Nothing but excuses spewed out of your mouth



and my feelings for you had to go south



Respect is a fragile thing



it can leave faster than a fling



It's something you earn



but not you'll just have to wait for the return



As time goes by I want to love you as I once did



but it's hard for me to put a lid



on the fact that at one moment in time



regardless of the crime



no matter how short



you needed the support



for one moment.. my love, my feelings... all that I am



was not enough... your love was just a sham



A lie...



but I could not say Goodbye.



Now here we are, through it all, giving you all my love



once again, everyone, you are above



And how do you reward my trust?



my rejection of Lust?



My Undying Love and Support?



You just continue to play your little sport



Please... Continue to Blame me...



for washing away all the debris



You wonder why I don't believe you appreciate



when everything I do, you depreciate?



I've always loved you... and your "secrets"



no matter how much you think are discreet



are well within reach



one day I might teach



just know that I stand besides you



Perhaps one day you'll learn that we are two



Realize their is no need for your analytical review



Trust in me... is long Overdue.







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