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The Father, The Daughter
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Love is Pain It was with righteous indignation and resent that you mother refused to give us consent to build the type of father/daughter relationship we deserve
Even though the very curves of your eyebrows mimic my own and during times of introspection we both zone off into the stratosphere
A tear comes to my eye when I think of why she denies us absolution...
Her heart knows no forgiveness and there is no resolution, no end to the punishment, no solution that seems to satiate her resent.
I did her no harm during the short moments we spent together and I even attempted to tether an umbrella of consideration over her head to weather the spiritual storm. So while compassion is the norm for me it seemed your mother associated her lack of spiritual understanding with anxiety and connected me with impropriety. Her memory of me without piety and nothing more than secular in intent.
Despite the time I've had to be your father she still thinks you better off without me even though looking at you is to see my face daily her decree is to nail me to the cross of absenteeism making my love for you unfit for your heart to consume despite the fact that I groom your sister and brother from other mothers to be model leaders in society...
Therefore I denounce her decree of impropriety and pnder methods and ways to expose her religious dogma to society. I want to free you from spiritual oppression but it would require you to learn the hard lessons of life that you may all at once reject thinking the world of cultist activity that she has created around you protection...
She has poisoned your mind so much to the point that your decision-making abilities are subject to what faculties she allows you to access. Nonetheless, I would not be a FATHER to allow this to continue or succeed as you are blood of my blood, spawn of my loins, my seed, a portion of my soul and you must be freed to see and be the beautiful child you were meant to be.
My love, my heart bleeds when I think of how long I have allowed you to be subjected to this tyranny. For this reason I need you near to me, for this I beg forgiveness...
Lyrics to "Sara Smile" by Hall and Oates
"If you feel like leaving, you know you can go... but why don't you stay until tomorrow? If you want to be free, you know; all you've got to do is say it's so....."
