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I can feel it

creeping up behind me

watching over me

like a dark cloud that hovers over me

taking me down with it

laughing evily

happy that i suffer

feeding and living off my pain

creating a bubble

a black balloon

filled with hate,anger

frustration,denial

depression

and i fear it the most

what happens when it bursts?

what happens when it lyses

and all these things grab control of me

and then i am no longer in the driving seat

and my life spins out of control

and then i dont know where I am

or where I am going

How do i get my life back on track

when its so far from the road

past emotions take me under

this suffucation blanket

and I try to forget

I try to erase

but there is no way of running or hiding

it always finds me and there is no way out

I miss you

I miss my old self

who am I?

what or whom have i become?

lend me your hand and help me out

because at this moment im so tangled

that i cant seem to get myself out of this miserable hole.