It's the hardest thing to find
It's the most difficult thing to live through
It's the most painful feeling in the world
But still beneath all my lies
I find myself wanting more of it
Even if it means agony
I'm digging myself deeper
Into a fludded pool of sorrow
I deliberatly stab myself
Just for another chance
A chance that maybe
Just maybe you'll love me back
But until then
Hand over the shovel
aAnd watch me
Dig miself a grave