The pain is taking over me
so slowly, so tenderly, so easly
a lump takes it's form in my throat
i feel cold
i am stiff
waiting for it to take complete control
waiting for it to sink deeply into my body
my head
and my spirit
i see myself sitting there
so silently, so confused
i feel like a disgrace
to humanity,to the world
to painfully tired
to fight it
i start to shake
i fear it
but i let it
i let the pain
take over me