;*( I am ruined and cursed to be :*(
nothing speacil to you .
your tears forever haunt me into my sleep
destined and born with the birthstone
to walk this world all alone
:*( :*(
upon my own , I am cursed and mad at only a few
hidding my pain and tears from everyone
scared and laughed and disgraced by all that i know
bitter & ashamed to never again play the love game
with no one to come and hold and comfront me close
defending and sheild me for all this ruckus
that i cant contain to refrain from ,
:*( :*(
I know it is shame for me to feel this way but
a rain cloud of misery follow me around every day
For when you lose all hope to carry on and be strong
there are no better tomorrows for u to look forward to .
Orignal Title * Ruined To Be Love Less , :*( *
Written BY GT Novemember 27, 2005 ,11:35 Pm Just Depressed .
It's funny me reading this after piece I just wrote about aggrivatin with my ex called StillAggrivated,made me realize he never loved me the whole time we were married,he wanted suzie homemaker and mommie figure,in short needed to and still needs to grow up because hes a tempermental child!