Existing

Existing is such a painful thing

yet it is all I wish to do

I want to lay in an empty field of tall, green grass

as the empty body that I am

Filled only with marijuana 

and the knowledge that I exist

I want to watch the coulds as the socialze together

as they make shapes and cry together

I want to lay down and feel grass on my face

and to not register I have things to do

I just want to get high and do nothing else

but exist in the haze

between dreams and reality

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I do not condone the use of drugs, please don't hold me to it. Thanks.

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