Holding Back

Holding back all these feelings,

makes me break inside.

Holding back all these thoughts,

makes me want to cry.

~

I don't want to get hurt,

so I hold all this back.

Yet it hurts me even more,

I fall through the cracks.

~

I'm so confused and so alone,

I don't know what to do.

So I'm sorry I apologize,

for holding back from you.



~*~ Jill ~*~

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this on 1-5-04. Okay, that was a phase. I can't distinguish feelings well and I thought I liked this guy, but really.. I just was yearning to be loved.

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