I had to get out of here,
I had to go away.
I know you don’t understand now,
but maybe you will someday.
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I couldn’t take good care of you,
all I could do was love you,
but couldn’t really provide for you,
so going away was all I could do.
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I hope when you get older,
that you’ll look so you can see,
that I love you with all my heart,
because you are a part of me.
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I’m all torn up inside now,
because I had to go away.
Please remember, I didn’t abandon you,
I hope you forgive me someday.
~
I never meant to harm you,
or cause you any pain.
I only did it because I love you,
not because I’m vain.
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Maybe with these words,
you’ll understand when I say,
that in order for me to really care for you,
I had to go away.
~*~ Jill ~*~