Memory upon memory,
get stacked upon this shelf.
How could I learn to love him,
if I didn’t love myself?
~
He was reaching out to me,
arms out stretched to break my fall.
But I didn’t seem to care much,
nothing mattered to me at all.
~
I was blind and couldn’t see,
the love he had to give.
I didn’t know that I could love,
nor that I could live.
~
I was in a darkened place,
searching for a light.
But soon realized that’s just what he was,
and he could help me win this fight.
~
I started reaching for his light,
and slowly opened my heart to him.
But he started to pull away,
and my light started to dim.
~
All the others before him,
and all their hurtful lies.
Are collecting dust on the shelf above,
the bed in which I cry.
~
I love him with all my heart,
him in my life is a must.
Cause I don’t want him to be like the others,
on the shelf collecting dust.
~*~ Jill ~*~