Why must my days,
be full of such pain.
Constantly thinking of my awaiting death.
Wishing it would come quickly,
so I don’t have to deal with this pain,
I feel all the time.
No longer knowing what happiness is.
Forgotten how to feel anything,
but the tears that fall.
Night after night,
I cry myself to sleep.
Wondering why.
Why these things have to happen,
and why me?
What have I done to deserve this?
To be treated the way I’ve been treated.
Like I’m nothing,
and that’s exactly,
what I am.
~*~ Jill ~*~